耶穌我需要你

I understand this is probably an english fellowship, but right now, I am full of chinese. :P I apologize to those who can't read chinese. The translation is "Jesus, I need you."

As the term proceeds, my work load increases. This load comes from not only school, but also fellowship. At this point, I can say I am very tired, mentally and physically. I need something to re-charge me, but I find none. I always have this image in my head, pipes blowing up. You know when your air ducts get too much air, pressure causes rupture to the tubing, you will see white gas bursting out and eventually the pipe explodes. I have the explosion part in my head. Day after day, because it sometimes feels like that.

Looking at my fellowship, there is so much to be done. I tell myself that I can't go down now. I must continue to move on. So I look at my christian song playlist, and just play it all. Hoping that one song will speak to me, and I found this one.

天天問自己，該怎麼走下去，我看見自己，好多問題，
天天找尋走下去的目的，不想再盲目，不想再猶豫，
於是我遇見了你，開啟我的主和靈，就連呼吸也開始有意義，
當我沉浸你愛裡，追尋你真理，我的生命開始甦醒，
耶穌我需要你，就像沙漠需要雨，
活著離不開氣氧氣，就像我離不開你，
耶穌我需要你，像黑夜需要光明，
太陽離不開天際，我也離不開你。

The lyrics are fairly nice. It's for those who are lost, looking for a purpose to live. It spoke to me, as I am somewhat lost. Not knowing what to do with a good bunch of things and they are pressing issues.

As corny as this may sound, I need Jesus, like everyone needs Oxygen. I need throw away all my thoughts about the burdens I have, and submerge myself into Christ's love. WHen I do that, I know I will rise up again, like an eagle with renewed strength.

until then.... I must sleep... :)