So work has pushed me over the edge the last couple of days.... and the thought of quitting to go to school has crossed my mind... it has been a difficult journey in trying to work according to my boss' business philosophy and tactic which i find very questionable from a Christian perspective...
after deliberating with my mom, i've decided that i m going to eat his crap and bite on my upper lip as i try to endure this injustice that i face every day... i m not pleased, and i m tired... i just want to pray that while the main reason for my sticking around is income, i hope i m not selling my soul to the devil...
so please pray for my patience and for strength and have a heart to endure.... it's going to be a long year and a half... but looks like i have no choice...
but i do thank God for having this job that pays me well enough and i dont have to find a new job and one that i can have flexible hours and a lovely girlfriend that can fill in every aching hour for me...
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. (James 1:2-4)
ReplyDeleteRemember the serenity prayer? Work out the differences with your boss if you can...if you can't, be faithful, do what you can, and experience His grace all the more! :)
Remember the 1st year when you got this job? I still remembered some of your stories...May the Lord renew your heart and zeal, fan into flame, for Him again!
P.U.S.H. God bless.